What's Stopping Me?

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Like most blogs this one is obviously about me and things that spark my GAY teen interest....And yes i am that... "naughty word" for ignorant people who think its "Naughty"...Gay...and if you don't like that....then why are you on my tumblr...mmhmm (and yes i did just move my finger in the air in an "S" formation that just occured in your imagination)...OK getting back business-casual, if you want to know more info about me go to my "About Me" page, ask me questions, and check out my confessions page, for more "dirt on me".
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First of all, who doesn’t have inner turmoil…..especially if your young and happen to be gay/lesbian, which i am. I’m still going through the 5 stages of grief, back in 7th grade i knew i was gay but i denied it and tried my hardest to think i liked girls and not get hard-ons during gym. 8th and 9th i was angry at myself for not having the courage to tell people that i was gay except for my best friend, which also created the beginnings of the depression where then the school social worker put me in group therapy. In 10th i was bargaining with myself and my best friend to tell people that i was gay and accept more people into my life. In 11th and 12th i was in a spiraling depression, so bad that my school had to hire a therapist to see me every week. And now i’m kinda in my acceptance stage where i have a love/hate relationship with my sexuality.  And to answer the second question i had major suicidal thoughts hence the therapy plus copious amounts of pain-killers non of which were doctor prescribed…..except when i sprained my ankle playing volleyball…those pain-killers were amazing……

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